听,我爱你

谁弄乱作息,日夜不再守秩序
面对分离撞击,我为你鳞伤遍体
脸上有痕迹,爱得残忍太清晰
眼泪是两行脚印,我沉默不语
像个落单的士兵,不让朋友靠近
把生活围成禁区

穿大一号风衣,好让伤口有空隙
陪我一起呼吸,陪着我一起等你
看海浪为谁唱可惜,看沙漠为谁在任性

一句我爱你
流着千百个世纪
刀光剑影里
你是唯一生命的主题

一句我爱你
还在城市里回音
哭得好用力
你是否也正在听
听我爱你

My confession - from your 'beloved' bf....

hehe, Honey Pig,sorry for loggin in your blog..

But this is suppose to be a surprise for you

To : My beloved Gf(honey Pig aka Babi Ju)

• I noe its been tough for you to be with me all this while,I failed to be a sweet bf, and i devoted most of my time in my work instead of spending time with you and also our relationship.
• I noe i tend to put myself and my work at the 1st place all the time and not spending enough time to concern and give wat you needed in this relationship.
• I noe i always make you insecure
• I noe you were always there for me when i needed some1 but in return i'm always bz when you jz need to hear my voice
• I noe i still always look at other girls eventhou you're pretty enough for me and giving the excuse that every guy does that,althou tat's the fact -_-"
• I noe i always refuse to step back when there's an argument
• I noe i always pick u up late and let you wait
• I noe i always flirt with other girls althou i have no other intention then jz flirting around
• I noe i always too lazy to help you with some simply stuff
• I noe i LOVE you a LOT!!!

*Eventhou our relationship faces some problems lately,but i believe that as long as we still love each other,all these problems can be overcome by extra understanding,communicating and care for each other. Bcaz nth is more important then appreciating the person you love. and I noe that i love you,I love you be4,i love you now,and i will also love you in the coming time.

Thing will never be the same again,becaz i noe i love you more and more each day.

UPDATE from the OWNER :

Thanks dear :)

din expect u to drop by my blog and write those for me

*touched*

there is nothing else i can say

besides..

"i love you too"

^___________^

Sorry Jo!

Guess few of them are enjoying nowww :(
i suppose to be with them dining at elephant right now
but due to some problems
i have to call off tonight by staying at home
how pathetic and lonely
plus i can take lots of pictures with abi
damn
i missed the chance

T_____________T

sorry abi.

well
curious wad's on tonight?
hehe.
actually is jo's surprise dinner!
her actual birthday is on Monday
but we decided to celebrate with her earlier
her Monday night of coz must be left to celebrate with Mr.D alone lahh.
hehe.

hmmm
actually i feel guilty for not attending her birthday tonight :(
i have already missed out eileen's birthday the other day
but at least i got send birthday cake to her house
and as for vivian's..
even worst
i FORGET her birthday
haih
HOW COULD I RIGHT?
jo still remind me about that
and yet i still forget
wad a lousy fren i am :(
i think she got complained to eileen
i know she was just disappointed

well
just wan to say i'm sorry for not being a good fren
maybe i don know how to be a good fren

T____________T

sadness.
jo..
if you are looking at dis post right noww
i hope u won't be mad or angry at me
i'm really sorry for not being there tonight
anyway still
hope you enjoy tonight dinner with the rest ya :)
and the birthday cake i bought you
lastly i wish u..

HAPPY future BIRTHDAY!
may all ur DREAMS and WISHES come true!

please stop!

i find myself weird
weirdoo! :(
i get angry easily
i get OVER emotional
i started to have this kind of bad temper
when i got this kind of temper
i started to talk bullshit and stuff
and
even hurt people's feeling
make people angry
make people sad
i don't listen to people
i don't wan to listen to myself either
but there is one thing..
that is my anger fade away quickly
it can fade in just a few hours time
i mean totally gone
haih
once it fades away
i will have to face the consequences which i owes fail to face
the only thing that i know what to say is
"i am sorry.."
i know people will get sick of me one day..
what's happening to me?
i don't want to make me or my love ones not happy :(
i wanted to control myself
but..
i just COULDN'T

why?
why?
why?

i have hurt my love ones today
maybe not only today
and yet he still there for me :(
i feel so bad lohh
sometimes really hope he'll scold or shout at me
maybe that can make me feel better
i am such an asshole
i super hate myself
i hate myself for behaving like that

please stop
please stop yen ru
STOP!
i wish i could..

Peace

hmm

ok.

i know i am such a lazy bum :(

NO UPDATE!!

NO NEWS

NOTHING from meee!

haih.

i am having my BIS class now
haha.
curi-curi online awhile
btw,
something happened on Miss Lam's blog
i meant Miss Lam & Ong's blog?
i don know whether that is Miss Lam or Miss Ong's blog as Miss Ong always din update..

=___________=

she is the one who suggests wana create a blog
in da end
Miss Lam is the one who always update..
hahaha.

okok.
i am out of topic already
their blog has been spammed..
i think that guy/girl's target is Miss Lam lahh.
kept saying herr and her bf
don know who that bastard is..
so BO LIAO lohh
wonder when my blog going to get disturb :(

please don't


T___________T


PEACE people!


message to LESTER BONG :

CONGRATULATIONS to YOU! :)
one nice guy has been taken again.
hehe.
way to go!

but still i have the nicest guy on hand now
wakakaka

^_____________^