how i wish..

hmm
finally that big boob has came back from KL
now it's my turn to OWN her
accompany me do shopping stuff!
haha
miss her a lot
so do the rest of my ladies XP
a lot of things need to be done
my clothes
my heels
my hair
my body
everything in a mess
AHHH

christmas is in two days times
in a month we're going to celebrate CNY
times sure do fast pass by
sometimes all these years just don't seem realistic to me
the things that had happened
and how much have i grown up
i ain't daddy's girl anymore
they getting older and older
everything need to settle and solve by ourselves
independent i need to be
maybe in few years time i'll have to get prepared myself in the society :(
sometimes i really wish i can back to those younger days
no worries
being pampered
always having fun

just don't wan to grow up!
how i wish

fashion sense pls come back!

seriously

i need SHOPPING!!

Chinese new year is coming very very soon
i need to get my fashion sense back.
haih

anyone can teach me about fashion? :(

hmm..

i saw quite a few of my primary school friends yesterday
SO SAD lah hor
they actually FORGET my name!
they looked at me and give me that CONFUSE face
one of them still take FEW minutes to realize who am i
and
another one even worst :(
he gave me a question mark looked and asked :
"eh? ni kan qi lai hen sou..shui liao?"
(translate : eh? u look familiar..who liao?)

he can't give me any answer until i TOLD him

T____________T

how can they forget such a nice name - YEN RU?
and such pretty person?

OMG

my prediction is right about my last post
i become ugly liao and no one recognize me :(
anyway it's nice to see them after long time
hehe

here's my lists who i saw yesterday :

adriana
pei ling
mang wei
joyce
belinda
marvin
marshall
maurine
siew ling
abigail
matthew
joseph
ivy
eddy
andrea

WOW right?
did not expect all my former secondary school friends love hanging at crown square that much
hahaha
it's nice to see them
and force them to buy our cakes XP
i even saw EILEEN MA with his bf on my first day working
get to see my secondary bestie on my 1st day working is kinda unpredictable
HAHA
maybe she stalked at me?
who knows? XP

pictures time!
i even took Mr. Taka's picture XD

tata~
is US watching movie
and
reading blog
hehe
envying how sweet of suleen and alvin's life
of coz not forgetting
to CAMWHORE~

of coz start off with ME first lah XD
trying to act cute :)
forced Mr. Taka to take one picture
he finally say OK
oops! BLUR :(
perfect XP
abigail
finally manage to take one picture wif her :)
still got white + blur effects some more
u should feel special abi
haha
matthew and US :)


#end of working#

finally got the chance to meet my bear
after 2 days

^_____________^

miss him alot
thanks for bringing me home dear! XD


p/s: hmm should i change back my layout?

Update! XD

MY PART-TIME JOB XD

hi guys!
i also din expect to have a part time job so soon
hahaha
honestly the job's kinda of relaxing
wheeee~
can take pictures anytime i want
can SMS anytime i want
can call someone i MISS anytime i want
can go shopping in da middle of da day
can chit chat all i want
can eat all i want
can sit all the time!

don't u think it's SO SUPER RELAX?
haha
envy of me leh
but sorry ah
me and tyng booked already
WAHAHA XP
we're selling TAKA's cakes and cookies
at CROWN SQUARE
if u people very miss both of us
do come visit me and tyng
u'll see two young and pretty young ladies sitting just right after u step in da main door
don't you think da VIEW will brighten your day?!
HAHAHA
joking lahh..
give me face for me to "siaibin" abit lah XP

here are some of our first day's pictures

first time tyng working
AMAZING right?
haha
sorry ah
long time din take pictures
my skill down-grade already
or i'm the one who turn UGLY?

T______________T

must learn how to beauty up myself
if not my bear kena seduce by other gals hor! :(

HELLO LAM ZE SAN~
tyng already start working lohhh
you leh?
lose to her liao..
better faster faster find part time job liao XP
haha
and here's something for YOU

tata~
a table FULL of DIM SUM
HAHAHAHA
don't u like it?

SEEE...
even tyng likes it XD

oklah..
that's for today pictures.
don have nice pictures of Mr. Taka (our tauke)
will snap one for u guys to see :)

***********************************************

next presenting..

WHAT HAPPENING ON WEDNESDAY?!

venue : POPWAVE
time : 3 ~ 4 pm

haha
as i promise i'll tell you wad happen to our gerald
someone proposed!
HAHA
i knoww i'm always late about my post
that KEPO san already post what happened already XP
Mr. A had actually gave Mrs. G roses
and say da most meaningful word

"Will you accept ME?"

fuhyoooooooooo
Mrs G looked suprise and touched
i know she wanted to cry but she kek kin
hahaha
but sadly i think mainly because she is embrassed
plus there're alot of people there
she din answer him!
so sad right?
fortunately she gave him a POSITIVE answer that night at 11.59pm

people
fast fast go congrats our Mrs G liao XD

here are some of da pictures for tat day!
sorry quite blur b'coz of da dark room and lousy hp

#1 Mr A giving roses to Mrs G
#2 Mr A proposes to Mrs G
#3 Mrs G got touched and wanted to cry
#4 the happy new couple XD

hehehe
see how detail i am compared to SAN
HAHA~
got pictures to prove wad i've said
oklahh
not forgetting da members of da day

#1 tyng and me
#2 san and me
#3 steph and me
#4 da main character and me
see her happy face?!
haha

^_____________^

happy for her
congrats Gerald XP


lastly
something i wana to say to my bear :)
sorry for not telling you something u shd know earlier
i hope everything will be ok
at least cherish da moment right now
i'm with you
and
you're with me
you're leaving soon :(
gotta miss you alot
don wana say much
3 words is all i wanted to say to you
i love you

muaks.

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OMG
long post for today
hahaha
this looked interesting
and since i've been tagged by big boob
give her FACE XP

8 things I’m passionate about:

my bear
MONEY $$
diet lah
my family
pls PASS my FIS :(
music rock my word
my friends lah duh
holiday! NO BOOKS

8 things I say too often:

dear
aidi
wahlau
har?
SIMEH?
don know
sui bian
HAHA

8 movies I have watched recently:

heroes 3
cobra VS komondo dragon (D rate movie)
rogue
miss no good
sad movies
one piece
love bread
two face girlfriend

* a lot actually *

8 songs I can listen to again and again :

aidi
i repeat many song leh
as long as it's a nice song lah XD

8 things I learnt in the past year:

love my bear
be independent?
meet more friends
be siaibin
happy good lucky
appreciate wad i've now
money is important $$
study few weeks before exams (my FIS...)

T___________T

8 places that i like going in Kuching:

my house
my bed
my toilet
don know lah
as long got food and entertainment
then i GO :)

8 things that you'll be doing today:

miss my bear
msg my bear
sleeping?
EAT!! XD
work
workk
workkk
workkkk

8 things i regret doing this past year:

hmm
tough question
i know!
did not study before exams (my FIS....)

T__________T

8 people to tag:

i'm as good and nice as steph
TAG NO ONE

^________________^

have a nice day guys!

Final is OVER

FINAL is OVERRR!
OVERRR
OVERRRR

the above msg is for "those" who still struggling their exams
haha
u know WHO i meant
let u squeeze my cheek in nex gathering

yuppieee XD
HAHA
i knoww
i knowwww
i'm super duper late to post about this
i've been busy catching up all those movie my bro download for the last few weeks
haha
it's my 2nd day of big long holiday already
i meant 3rd day lah since now is one in da morning
my brain is FREE from BOOKS
get off my head!
haha
guess i'm gotta say "hello" again to my FIS next semester
i think i will fail that subject
haih

oh well
forget about that lahh
i went for dinner at happy valley with steph them jus noww
nice to get along with such funny and nice friends
hehe
san and tyng absent

T____________T

my blog getting boring lah
sorry guys
i did not have pictures for tonight
i meant last night
hahaha
promise to show post of pictures in my next post ok? XP

really looking forward for tml singing section
at POPWAVE
something will happen to my bestie
or might not?
who knows what will her answer to be?
actually it should be a "surprise" for her
anyway
guess she won't check up on my blog this late liao lah
so should be no problem saying it noww
will post about it tml

STAY TUNE guys XP


p/s: all the best to u bear :)
one last to go! add oil!

BAN exams :)

FREAKY FINAL COMING IN 2 DAYS

haih
haihh

was struggling with all my studies dis few weeks
so super SIEN
i don't think i manage to study finish on time loh
regret din pay attention in class :(
what to do?
no turning back right now
hatta depend all by MYSELF

T____________T

i only know to regret when the TIME has come..
for not paying attention in class
or for not starting my revision earlier
and blablabla

well
that is ME
babi

very envy those FOUNDATION students
or PMR la
UPSR lahh
so fast finish for wad?
*jealous*

haihh
my panda eyes become obvious-er day by day
duh
and wad's more?
i miss up all the fun.. :(
arghhhh
how i miss SCOUTING!
like the olden days
no worries at all
just enjoying the fun!
bet Gloria and Christine them having the fun right now.. :((

i hate exams
wonder how the world will look like if there are NO EXAMS XD
students full of smiling faces
dancing all da way from home
it'll be wonderful~
BAN BAN BAN exams!
i will be the first one HAPPY to MAX
wheeee~

HAHAHA
*fake laugh*
as if that will happen
not even few hundred years later
anyway hope my final can finish faster
like tat i can ENJOY my life to MAX :)

i wan go shopping
i wan watch movie
i wan hang out with my scout frens
i wan hang out wif my high sch frens
i wan hang out wif ALL MY FRIEND lahh
i wan to DIET - *hardest*
i wan to EARN MONEY - part time job anyone?
i wan sleep all i want
i wan to play games
i wan to spend time with my bear XD
i wan to burn all my FIS PAPER! - BURNN!!
i wan to take lots of pic with Gerald & Tyng
not forgetting
LAUGH BACK at my bro for not having LONG HOLIDAY like me
*he working liao*
WAHAHAHA

haih
still need to bear for 2 more weeks :(

message to my STPM friends :

hahaha
good luck to all of you.
know it's kinda late for wishing u all XP
and 'congrats' for facing the same situation as i am
HAHA

message to my Swinburne friends :

i am DEAD :(
do pass me answers if i sit beside u
HAHA
all da best to you all

ok time's up.
need to get back to my comfy bed
noo..
i mean my DESK

T_____________T

My birthday night

MY BIRTHDAY NIGHT :)

i know it's a VERY LATE post
sorrryy XP
we went to watch High School Musical 3 that night
honestly it was not wad i expected it to be.
quite boring compared to the first and second
got a extreme tall guy sit in front of me somemore
barely can see da screen :(
Mr. Taka asked me switched place
and that made my view better
hehehe
but kolien da little gal sit at my back lohh.
guessed they switched to other places as well
paiseh ahh XP

but anyway the main part was not this lah
the main part is WHO i went with
hehe.
my friends do ROCK my life :)
Thanks guys.
let's the pictures do da talking.
hehe.

start off with the vain me XP
at happy valley

pale
pale
yeshh.
this is wad i wanttt :)
see the differ with flash on and without

The GALS

ME and steph
step acting cute again
haha
Mr. Taka spoiled da pic.
hmph.

Both sexy Miss Lam & Ong
Lam don dare to smile coz of her braces
hahaha

Gerald & Cynthiaa
i want ur jacket cyn :(
so cute the stars.

The GUYS

me & alvin the LAME KING
"Make Love Not Babies" - his shirt
hahaha

Ah ben & mee

Me & Samuel
he kena 'someone' caught pakto-ing at spring
hahaha
admit bahh!
still don admit XP

Me & Wun

Me and Mr. Taka
thanks for driving us out that night
hahaha
you shd be proud XP
6 gals and u a guy alone


1st attempt
weiii.. i want to be inn :(

2nd attempt
still don have meee :(

3rd attempt
where am i?!
okk..start to get pissed off noww
hmph.

final
yeaaa
finally i am inn :)


THANKS GUYS for the great night
hehe.

I LOVE YOU ALL!! :)

message to my OM group members :

i don know whether how many of you will see my blog here.
really really
i wanted to say THANK YOU for surprising me like tat
in front of the students and lecturers XP
honestly i am touched.
feel like crying
phewww~
luckily i did not cry out
i knoww some of you wan to see me crying
nooo u're not going to! XP
hahaha
once again : THANK YOU all !!
really glad to knoww all of you
if i've done something bad or said something bad
i apologize here k?

i' m sorry my friends.

****************************************************

lastly not to be forgotten
my bear!

thanks for bringing out that night also
to countdown my birthday
we went to airport then coffee bean
but ALL CLOSE :(
coz it's too late bahh
lastly we went bling to have a drink.
got to see al those creepy people dressing up
sooo funny lohh.
i know you're very very busy that day
and yet you still bring me out
thanks dear
hehe.
too bad we din take any photo that night
don't worry
we still got next year and next next yearr! XD

(Posted by Ronald)

MUACKS~
oklah i know you will complain
hahaha.
just let me put this picture lahh XP
sorry guys
my bear sensitive to camera
hahaha.

p/s: hope your luck will come back soooonn.
jia youu!!

new layout :)

hello guys!
i changed my layout

^____________^

hehe
just feel like changing it lahh
so don't ask me why
i guess my blogging mood coming again
haha

p/s: sorry if i did not link some of you k?
please tag me and let me knoww


actually planned to post about my birthday celebration
but i jus remembered tml need to go FIS class in da morning :(
i haven do exe lah
i'm soo dead
i don wan to kick out by ms wendy from class again

toodles*

before i end my post
i wanted to say

THANK YOU

for those who lighten my day up
by wishing me happy birthday
love you guys!

^____________^

muacks.

听,我爱你

谁弄乱作息,日夜不再守秩序
面对分离撞击,我为你鳞伤遍体
脸上有痕迹,爱得残忍太清晰
眼泪是两行脚印,我沉默不语
像个落单的士兵,不让朋友靠近
把生活围成禁区

穿大一号风衣,好让伤口有空隙
陪我一起呼吸,陪着我一起等你
看海浪为谁唱可惜,看沙漠为谁在任性

一句我爱你
流着千百个世纪
刀光剑影里
你是唯一生命的主题

一句我爱你
还在城市里回音
哭得好用力
你是否也正在听
听我爱你

My confession - from your 'beloved' bf....

hehe, Honey Pig,sorry for loggin in your blog..

But this is suppose to be a surprise for you

To : My beloved Gf(honey Pig aka Babi Ju)

• I noe its been tough for you to be with me all this while,I failed to be a sweet bf, and i devoted most of my time in my work instead of spending time with you and also our relationship.
• I noe i tend to put myself and my work at the 1st place all the time and not spending enough time to concern and give wat you needed in this relationship.
• I noe i always make you insecure
• I noe you were always there for me when i needed some1 but in return i'm always bz when you jz need to hear my voice
• I noe i still always look at other girls eventhou you're pretty enough for me and giving the excuse that every guy does that,althou tat's the fact -_-"
• I noe i always refuse to step back when there's an argument
• I noe i always pick u up late and let you wait
• I noe i always flirt with other girls althou i have no other intention then jz flirting around
• I noe i always too lazy to help you with some simply stuff
• I noe i LOVE you a LOT!!!

*Eventhou our relationship faces some problems lately,but i believe that as long as we still love each other,all these problems can be overcome by extra understanding,communicating and care for each other. Bcaz nth is more important then appreciating the person you love. and I noe that i love you,I love you be4,i love you now,and i will also love you in the coming time.

Thing will never be the same again,becaz i noe i love you more and more each day.

UPDATE from the OWNER :

Thanks dear :)

din expect u to drop by my blog and write those for me

*touched*

there is nothing else i can say

besides..

"i love you too"

^___________^

Sorry Jo!

Guess few of them are enjoying nowww :(
i suppose to be with them dining at elephant right now
but due to some problems
i have to call off tonight by staying at home
how pathetic and lonely
plus i can take lots of pictures with abi
damn
i missed the chance

T_____________T

sorry abi.

well
curious wad's on tonight?
hehe.
actually is jo's surprise dinner!
her actual birthday is on Monday
but we decided to celebrate with her earlier
her Monday night of coz must be left to celebrate with Mr.D alone lahh.
hehe.

hmmm
actually i feel guilty for not attending her birthday tonight :(
i have already missed out eileen's birthday the other day
but at least i got send birthday cake to her house
and as for vivian's..
even worst
i FORGET her birthday
haih
HOW COULD I RIGHT?
jo still remind me about that
and yet i still forget
wad a lousy fren i am :(
i think she got complained to eileen
i know she was just disappointed

well
just wan to say i'm sorry for not being a good fren
maybe i don know how to be a good fren

T____________T

sadness.
jo..
if you are looking at dis post right noww
i hope u won't be mad or angry at me
i'm really sorry for not being there tonight
anyway still
hope you enjoy tonight dinner with the rest ya :)
and the birthday cake i bought you
lastly i wish u..

HAPPY future BIRTHDAY!
may all ur DREAMS and WISHES come true!

please stop!

i find myself weird
weirdoo! :(
i get angry easily
i get OVER emotional
i started to have this kind of bad temper
when i got this kind of temper
i started to talk bullshit and stuff
and
even hurt people's feeling
make people angry
make people sad
i don't listen to people
i don't wan to listen to myself either
but there is one thing..
that is my anger fade away quickly
it can fade in just a few hours time
i mean totally gone
haih
once it fades away
i will have to face the consequences which i owes fail to face
the only thing that i know what to say is
"i am sorry.."
i know people will get sick of me one day..
what's happening to me?
i don't want to make me or my love ones not happy :(
i wanted to control myself
but..
i just COULDN'T

why?
why?
why?

i have hurt my love ones today
maybe not only today
and yet he still there for me :(
i feel so bad lohh
sometimes really hope he'll scold or shout at me
maybe that can make me feel better
i am such an asshole
i super hate myself
i hate myself for behaving like that

please stop
please stop yen ru
STOP!
i wish i could..

Peace

hmm

ok.

i know i am such a lazy bum :(

NO UPDATE!!

NO NEWS

NOTHING from meee!

haih.

i am having my BIS class now
haha.
curi-curi online awhile
btw,
something happened on Miss Lam's blog
i meant Miss Lam & Ong's blog?
i don know whether that is Miss Lam or Miss Ong's blog as Miss Ong always din update..

=___________=

she is the one who suggests wana create a blog
in da end
Miss Lam is the one who always update..
hahaha.

okok.
i am out of topic already
their blog has been spammed..
i think that guy/girl's target is Miss Lam lahh.
kept saying herr and her bf
don know who that bastard is..
so BO LIAO lohh
wonder when my blog going to get disturb :(

please don't


T___________T


PEACE people!


message to LESTER BONG :

CONGRATULATIONS to YOU! :)
one nice guy has been taken again.
hehe.
way to go!

but still i have the nicest guy on hand now
wakakaka

^_____________^

Random :)

hi guys
it has been awhile since i posted something in my blog
sorry guys
really have no idea what to blog about..
well..
guess my life was just boring


T____________T


now i'm having mid term break
duh
don know what to do for this coming whole weekk! :(
*sadness*

okla
let me put some really random pictures of my uni life


tata~
looks normal?

haha!
u ppl guess is who?
haha
she called help from me & Gerald once her heel torn out
i did offer her a piggy back ride
but she don want
she just used those heel not more than 6 months i guess?
careless-ness
haha XP

BIS class is damn boring loh
haih
the tutor really really not strict one
i always played with Gerald during the class :p
he don even caree
hahaha
including taking picture! :D

Gerald din post
=________=''''

Perfect! :)


sometimes just look making fun of myself
XD

how can i forget one thing?
DISTURB Miss Lam aka BB aka coconut!
just simply like to disturb her

tata~
touched her 'ehem'
haha
come on lah..
just angle effect ok?
not REAL! :)

library time!
this is what i do after i tired studying
haha!

take note : that's step's sunglass
not mine! :)

darnn
i miss something..

causeway bay's POLOBAO!
the best in kuching
haih
i went there for at least 4 to 5 times
the BAO always sold out!
:(
why why why ME?

noted step complaint how come no face of hers in my blog
i guess she complained about tat day during tyng's bday?
here you gooo step! :)


haha!
i realized something
i seldom take pic with you using my hp

T_________T

sorry stephie~
anyway GLAD TO KNOW YOU!
you're indeed a very nice & lovely friend!
hehe.

that's all for today
have a nice day everyone!